Sunday, November 7, 2010, 3:11 AM
i just cant get out of this circle.
Life hasnt been good lately.
cause good stuff are just momentary.
Some friend may shelter you for misery as you
trip on hole of emotion.
Some friend just waiting for you to crumble down
& stab you right at the back.
I was astounded by some of the things that happened.
Sometimes when you're down to nothing.
You'll end up not knowing the distinction between friends or foe.
i've been given some cold shoulder by certain people.
i just gotta be strong.
Frankly, i distance myself away from you.
The harder i tried, the more i find myself getting closer to you.
All i need is a chance to prove it to you. haish...
Saturday, October 9, 2010, 2:59 AM
2 hectic days at mediacorp.
full of fun & excitment!:))
Well, knowing that there are more great singers out there
The show choir for an instant.
Get to meet a lot of artist &
even took picture with them. haha
Hoping that i could be involve in such show again.
Acapella is coming in few days time.
i will singing to Mr delen individually.woo~
how scary can that be!hahs
& also show choir audition coming up this wed..
i really have to shine for the audition
cause knowing that, theres a lot of
outstanding there gave me a pressure.
To be frank, everything had been great lately.
i feel content to have realised that.
P.s: im sorry that i didnt do anything if you were expecting
something that day.Cause, i just froze out half way.:((
Saturday, October 2, 2010, 10:40 AM
Happiest yet so depressing.
Raya outing was fun!:))
Going to houses with whole bunch of classmate.
but the endline was least expected to happen.
im going to be fine & my liscense is revoke.
i guess im going back to taking bus.
Things happened for a reason.
Although, things kept getting me down.
i must get up.
To show that i can be independent to my parents
& no matter how bad i fall, how much it hurts me.
it doesnt matter!:))
Cos i believe theres something i need to prove
to my parents, myself & those who believe in me.
i know i kept failing those people including myself.
Kept getting into troubles & conflict.
it isnt something i intentionally wanna do or planning to.
Im sorry to everyone, myself & my parents.
sincerely from my heart.
Sometimes, i find that i just need someone then i'll be fine.
but it seems like nothings been fine so far..
Go ib go go go!:))
all the way.